初衷
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阿喵大人 更新:2023-04-09 20:34 字数:2138
In a way
I'm the only one
The lonely one
I lay myself before you
Flame the fire in your eyes
In a way
You are the only one
The lonely one
I wish hug you everynight
That's something you never know
I wish you lay yourself before me
That's something you'll never know
There's nowhere to run or hide
Give me a sign.
Give me something I never hold
Give me something to hold on
You are my MR.Right
I'll be your friend
I'll be your Miss.Right
I'll be there when you need it
Was it something you needed
Or something you wanted
Please covered your eyes
Was it something you asked for
There is something that you need to know.
隔着屏幕,Hannah看着那个抱着木吉他低吟浅唱的女孩,在最后一个音符停止的一刻,尽管极力想要避免,泪水还是和那女孩一道,流了满脸。
十五岁那年,初潮的夜晚,一首something就那么喷薄而出。当时脑海之中想到的人,眼下就在自己身边,甚至拍摄的时候,就在自己对面。放下吉他的那一刻,Hannah脑海之中只有一个想法,原来汉语里的柳暗花明苦尽甘来,说的就是当下。
“晗晗,不要哭好吗?”又一次,在离寒的轻柔呼唤里,Hannah愣愣地看着他唇一开一合:“You are my everything。”
终于,还是Hannah忍不住,泪眼婆娑中,丢下手机,而后就是不管不顾地亲吻,急切而热烈的吻,一下下落到了离寒的唇瓣。
“真的好爱好爱你。”直到稍稍平静了,Hannah这才微微后退,看着温柔依旧的离寒,笑中带泪:“只是我开始还想着不选情歌的,结果最终还是选了这首用情极深的something。”
Hannah其实有些害怕的,毕竟something是自己所有歌里最伤感绝望的,就这么放出去,也不知道会不会影响到离寒。毕竟,在那些自己看向离寒的目光中,苏卿的刻意引导下,这一首something无疑是在默默地承认着什么。而这,与和离寒暂时保持没有关系的初衷,背道而驰。
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真的好难啊,尽力了。